I don't like that song anymore! I hate it to bits. There's no such thing! Please don't let me hear it again. Bahhh.
I rather return to Spirited Away. I'm so sorry for everything. I already apologised personally. But I know it doesn't do much now. I blew it, I blew it. =( I guess they're going to hate me for life. x(
I found out that the blood test is nothing compared to kicking the wall or something. It's slightly less painful or as painful as an ant bite. But the fact is I almost couldn't feel anything. -.- The xray doctor tortured me. Hahahahaaha. Had to walk back and forth because she told me the wrong information.
I don't feel like playing OZ anymore. I just want to walk around and talk, not fish. How am I to afford all these gold and all. Walking aimlessly about OZ.
I just ruin lives. How I wish I can turn back time and never say anything at all. The word guilty hits me right on my face. I want to help but how? Nothing would have happened if I wasn't there.
I wonder how it's like to hurt and to be hurt.
It's been 1hour 18minutes since I started typing. I don't know what to say. Off for now.